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Due to "stuff" my journal is now friends only.
Comment and I'll add you...
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[17 Apr 2004|07:20pm] |
"The most exciting, challenging and significant relationship of all is the one you have with yourself. And if you find someone to love the you you love, well, that's just fabulous." -Carrie
I'm making my journal friends only. I'm just going through back entries now and sorting them all out. If you want to be added to my friends list just comment :) Ta chickens. <3
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[09 Mar 2004|04:06pm] |
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*shakes her bootie*
Check my journal out... check my jooooouuuuuuuurrrrrrrrrrrnnnnnnnnnaaaaaaaalllllllll out! How cool is it?
Kat rocks! *high fives*
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| Guess who? |
[14 May 2003|12:25pm] |
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Oh my god, I can't believe it's been so long since I wrote here. Argh! I hate being busy. I'll write tonight or tomorrow (: Gotta go to school... *sigh*
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[05 May 2003|08:25pm] |
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Teenmusic.com: Rock teen Kelly Osbourne has learned to listen to her mother Sharon's advice on boys, after a dating disaster with The Used star Bert McCracken. Kelly decided to ignore her mum's warnings and enjoyed a shortlived romance with Bert - all of which she wishes she'd never put herself through. She says, "My mom is my best friend. The only time I've turned my back on her is when it concerned by ex-boyfriend. I didn't listen to her, and it was the biggest mistake. Everything she said would happen did! He broke my heart. I tried the let's-be-friends thing, but he doesn't know how to be a friend."
I learnt that the hard way too Kelly. Aww *hugs* I love Kelly Osbourne!
Hahaha check the mood *points up* Chipper LMAO - what does chipper really mean?
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[05 May 2003|07:41pm] |
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Man how dumb are these Justin Timberlake fans on Radio 1 today? Common, please, seriously... I know all the answers to the questions and I am not even a serious Timberlkae fan like these girls are claiming to be. I mean come on please, your seriously pissing me off girls!!! Get a freaking question right already!
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| Hyper + Cheerful = not good. |
[04 May 2003|05:49pm] |
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Oh dear lord I don't know what is going on.
I went to bed early last night - well, early for me - so I knew I'd get up when my alarm went off and guess what? My freaking battery in my alarm clock died half way through the night so my alarm clock didn't go off at 9:15am and I didn't start work at 10am... no... I woke up at 11:45am and didn't start work till 1:30pm. What the fish dude? Not cool.
I've worked semi-hard today. I've only done 4 pieces from one photograph but at least I am doing something you know? I'm going to get a few quickie ones done now in oil pastle just to fill some work gaps in. I'm aiming to cover a double page with each photograph (8 in all) so far I've covered 4 pages for one image! It means I know I can get this done - yes, I know I can.
Got a phone call from Laura a second ago. She saw one of Decio's mates in Tesco last night.
Hahahahahahahahaha.... *deep healing breaths*
Ok, sorry, you don't understand how funny this is. See, they - as in "Blue Rinse/Aqua/We know everything about fashion" people - pretend to be so much better than everyone else around them. They are a little pretentious really.
"Oh yea, we go out every Friday and Saturday and pull so many girls!"
"Yes, we never wear the same outfit twice..."
Haha! Anyway, to see someone like this guy - who shall remain nameless but I think he really really dislikes me for some unknown reason, it's like he has some deep seeded grudge againest me from likee 10+ years ago and I don't even really know him - in Tesco on a Saturday night at 10ish buying groceries while you are running in to buy shit loads of vodka and tabacco 'cos your party is running out is seriously one of if not these funniest and best things to happen. Especially when you're stonned/hammered and cry...
"Oh my god, he's a Blue Rinse boy and HE is shopping instead of partying hahahah".
Now, I should be mature and realise that these people are normal, just like you and me and that they have to do their shopping sometime and I do realise that but it's just the comedy factor here. Satruday night at Tesco will never be the same for me again. Sorry, a little immature and childish I know but it made my day :D
Ah, on that comic-genius note I must depart.
Oh sh*t, I think I've run out of coffee!! Ahhhhhh
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| I'm am NOT impressed!... Britney saved the day though! |
[03 May 2003|08:32pm] |
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Oh my god.
I called in sick to work yesterday so I could work on my Art exam. They were cool about it. A little worried since I have never called in sick to work the whole 10 months I've been working there but they were cool with it so that was good. Anyway, my alarm went off at 9am to get my ass up but I crawled back to bed and didn't get up till 11:30am! Not good! So I rushed and got dressed and ran in to town to get some acrylic pains which cost me... ok get this...seriously, I bought 8 colours and it cost me £24.90!! What the fuck? Ever wonder why every artist you read about is always a 'strugling' artist? Yea, well I think I just solved the mystery! Jezz man... £24.90! Freaking heack.
After an extensive 3 hours art work I started to get a little board. What? I have a short attention span! I went downstairs for my caffine fix (yes, I am addicted to coffee and damn proud to be I'll have you know) and there on the kitchen table was my very worst - ok not my worst but certainly up there with the worst - nightmere EVER!
Drum roll please...
Posh Spice in a rip off of ONE OF MY OUTFITS!!! NOT COOL!!! I screamed! Literally. It's a f*cking awesome outfit too. I got it from Blue Rinse. It's a shirt, but the buttons go on one side of you and there is only one sleave and the collar is like down one side of your neck. Blah, I'm crap at describing. I'll get a photo as soon as I can.
I can't stand when my friends call me and beg me to come out with them to somewhere they know I really badly want to go to but cant because of my exams. Everyone is going to Mojo tonight and Elbow Room and probably, I would not doubt, Milo's, Cafe Inseine, HiFi and then probably to Northern Light which just makes me plain MAD. Ugh! Not fair! All those places you ask? Yea, they go on a massive crawl. If they don't go to all of them, they'll go to most of them. Damn it! I swear they're doing it on purpose. Damn them! At least they're not going to Speed Queen! If they were that would be IT... forget exams... Speed Queen is way more important! haha (:
Well, I guess my break from slaving over my art work is over.
Thanks for the revison tip Zoe (: I'll make one asap!
P.S. I'm going to start linking to reviews at Itchy Leeds of venues I mention in my diary due to the request of Kat who has NO idea about anything hehe :D (love you though girl!)
[Edit: 22:05]
*runs around going crazy*
Just had a phone call from my mate Jules who told me that she over-heard Decio saying how much he liked me!!! Oh my gosh... I might throw up... Apparently he's all "Ah man, I can't stop thinking about her, it's crap 'cos I know I could have a serious relationship with her... I just... I just... don't wanna right now you know?"
Okay the "don't wanna right now" itn't good but the "can't stop thinking about her" is cool... oh wait... note to self : take what Jules says with a grain of salt. She has a tendency to exagerate...
Ah what the heck... *shakes her bootie*
[Edit: 22:10]
Could Justin Timberlake get much sexier lately? Damn boy!
[Edit: 22:30]
Okay, this makes up for Posh...
[Edit: 00:06]
Victoria in MY dress! Ughness!
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It's official. I am having the worst week of my whole entire life. I've just found out that my Art exam isn't in 3 weeks time, it's in 4 days time and I am totally not prepared in any way shape or form. I am seriously shitting myself. I have 30 hours (6 weeks really) of preperation to do in 4 days. That means... no sleep... no food... no work... nothing. I've GOT TO get this done!
On top of that, my Biology Coursework needs to be in on Tuesday!! I don't have that much left to do on it. I can probably do it on Monday in a few hours. All I have to do is analyse my results and write an evaluation. Not going to be too hard but it's still more work.
Oh yea, my sociology exam is in 11 days too. Great huh? Well, I don't have too much to revise for that because, not to sound big headed or anything but, it kind of clicks with me so I don't have to work too hard on anything to get a B which is all I really need.
Oh and my "A" Levels start for real in a months time. Look like I won't be going out at all for about 2 months. Do I care? Nah, if I am honest not really. I want to work hard for these and get them done. I think, after all I've gone through the past 2 years, I owe it to not only myself but to my family to work my ass off for these and get semi-good grades at least. I'm just scared. It's a big deal and they're coming up so so soon!
My life is officially over for two months.
Does anyone have an revision tips?
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| OH MY GOD! |
[29 Apr 2003|09:48am] |
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Oh my fucking god! I hate live jornal!!!! I just wrote a big entry and they deleted it!!!! UGH!!! I'll write later.... man this sucks!
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[28 Apr 2003|10:58am] |
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Well, I've finally found a second to update. I feel kind of odd doing this but it needs to be done - I have to vent!
So much has happened since I last wrote here I don't know where to start. The beginning might be a good idea.
For those who know me pretty well, you know I was desperate to go and see Joe in March of this year. Well, it didn't work out. No, I'm not hurt or upset about it because it was my choice and I still hold fast to the fact that I believe it was the right one. There were loads of reasons why I didn't want to go. Money was one of the main ones, as one the war but there were also two other reasons. I'd begun to 'fall out of love' with Joe and I'd also started something with someone else... kind of.
Flashback from 2002-12-08
Today I spent almost a half-hour talking to Decio from Blue Rinse. He has to be the sweetest, best looking guy ever! He's so funny, smart and deep! He's really intersting and interested in what I have to say too. It was great.
*giggles uncontrolably*
Guess who Sammie hooked up with? BAM! hahaha Seriously, it was so twilight zone. Ok, here is how it happened. I went in to Blue Rinse to ask to borrow one of their CD's and he's sitting over by the stairs looking all concerned with the world. I glanced over at him and me being the dork that I am glanced away when I realised he'd noticed mwe looking at him, then he looks at me, I notice, he looks away... a whole big strange-ness. Anyway, a few hours after that he comes in to Citrus to order some food - oh man, I sound like such a loser now - he's ordering and can't remember what he had last week and oh, the loser Sammie is can remember (no I am not obsessed) Well, he's all "How'd you remember that?" and I just giggled and walked off. So, after a bitch fight with Adam as to who was going to take their food over (Adam is gay, everyone who works in Blue Rinse is sexy as hell... 100% eye candy... well, on the weekend at least) and my victorious grabbing of the food and running I get in there and he's off the other side of the shop, walks over and says (at this point I think the oxygen cut off from my brain) "Do you want to go for a drink with me after work?" I just stood there. I couldn't actually speak. 1001 thoughts were running through my head... "Say no, play hard to get" "Say yes you freaking dork" "Don't sound to eger... play it cool" "Oh my god, you better say something" "Say something" "JUST SAY SOMETHING YOU LOOK LIKE A FREAK JUST STANDING THERE". Eventually I said "Erm... well... ok sure, yea that'd be cool" then he asks from my number at which point I paniced and totally forgot it and promised I'd bring it over. I RAN back to work where I jumped up and down and told everyone in the shop what had happened. Then I RAN to the loo. Then I threw up.
Everything was cool, we had a nice time. I've been out with him about four times since. He's a nice enough dude. My opinion hasn't changed much on him. I do think he's a bit of a loser at times. He is always busy when I wanna do something lately so maybe he's gone off me but whatever eh? At least I pulled him! Yea, Sam rocks! You know it!
I can't really think straight now... I'll update more later...
Oh I found some currently things heh...
Currently talking to: No one
Currently surfing: Style.com
Currently thinking: Do I need a new journal?
Current Clothes: PJ's. Black tank top with pink shorts
Current Jewelry: Ring I got for my 18th Brithday
Current Mood: awake but anxious.
Current Music: MTV - I think they're playing that Triple 8 song.
Current Taste: Coffee
Current Hair: Out... kind of needs washed
Current Annoyance: Decio haha
Current Smell: Sleepiness
Current thing I ought to be doing: Biology coursework
Current Desktop Picture: Britney :D
Current Favorite Artist: Britney!
Current Favorite Group: Grove Armarda (are they classed as a group or an onsombel?)
Current Book: No Logo
Current Movie in DVD player: As if I can afford one of those!
Current Color Of Toenails: Pink!
Current Refreshment: Coffee
Current Worry: School. Work. Job. Boys. Money.
Current Crush: Blah, I'd say Decio but he's just dull right now... Justin Timberlake
Current Favorite Celebrity: Justin Timberlake *drools*
Current magazine: Tank
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[27 Apr 2003|09:58pm] |
Oh my god, I haven't written in here for four months. You have no idea how odd this feels. Sitting in front of a computer screen is really odd at the moment. This is so strange! Heh... I haven't done this in a while so please bare with me. You know, I am sure no one will even bother to read this but oh well, like I care right? Wait, like anyone read this in the first place even sounds more accurate!!
Life's been - encase you cannot tell - exceptionally busy. I always promise to write here but never get the chance too because I'm too busy; no Zoe I ain't lazy honest hehehe (: Well, anyway, I so so so do promise to write in here tomorrow. I have so much to write about it's literally untrue! I'm currently listening to that retarded Java Joel Justin Timberlake interview ... ugh ... what a loser that Java Joel is, what the f*ck?! Blah! You can d/l the interview from Timberlake Online (*worships*) "Take a valium bitch" LMFAO *shakes her freaking bootie to Justin* Go Justin Go Justin!!! Oh my god, that rocked my body haha, he was so awesome. Handeled it beautifully! "I can't believe I'm wasting my time with this... I don't know who you are (laughs) but you need to get your act together!" - hangs up - Ohhhhhh! Stupid DJ can bite my ass... ugh...
I'll update you all (or one of you... or none of you) tomorrow!
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| All tired out but Hard Rock awaits! |
[08 Dec 2002|07:54pm] |
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This weekend has been so insane it's unbelieveable... I don't know where to start.
I went to school friday because I was feeling better. EVERYONE was coming up to me saying Hi and "OMG Where have you been?" That made me feel... loved lol It's nice to know that people care about you, people who don't have to you know? There are some crazy ass mean people in this world it's nice to know I am privalaged to know a lot of nice people.
My whole family is getting my flu bug now. We all sound like smokers. Everyone seems to be getting over it in a few days though - it took me over a week! There must be a problem with my immune system or something. I don't know. I guess I just suck.
I havent talked to Joe in a week and I am so glad of it. I'm really starting to see... things. I never knew a lot about myself and now I am really learning and growing. I love him so much still and I know he loves me but I really understand why he left and why I left. I know we'll grow up and come back together and be better people and have a stronger and greater relationship for what has happened. *sigh*
This Saturday work was a bitch. I had to open on my own and I was alone till 11.00. I was so pissed off. I love being alone at work but when it gets to 10am and we open I *need* someone else there. I had to do everything - apart from food - by myself and customers started to get RUDE and pushy. You know, when I am in a cafe or resteraunt or something and my drinks are late or whatever I am able to think ' Hey, common you don't know what might have happened ' and yea, I ask if I need to but I do it POLITELY and NICELY. Ugh, some people eh? Yea anway, I was mad about being left alone so when I asked about it my boss was like 'Ooops, I forgot to call anyone in... sorry... you don't mind right?' Yea... I don't mind... UGH! I love my job though, its so much fun, I might love it because I am getting paid I don't know *shrugs* Money is always good hehe
Today I spent almost a half-hour talking to Decio from Blue Rinse. He has to be the sweetest, best looking (Well, on the same par as Simon from Blue Rinse too) guy ever! He's so funny, smart and deep! He's really intersting and interested in what I have to say too. It was great. Laura is getting mad at me though, my mum thinks she's jealous. She's always pushing in and then later shouting at me for 'not doing my job' even when I am on my break! She is getting so mean to me at work, I think it is because she is leaving soon as so alot of her4 hours and her tasks are going to me over Christmas and also, I'm getting trained up to do part of her job when she leaves and I think she doesn't like it. Kind of like... pushing her out before she's ready. I don't blame her for being upset but I wish she wouldn't take it out on me. She's also kind of mad at me over the guys at Blue Rinse. They're ALWAYS asking me to bring them their food and when I am not there they're asking too. I guess she might wonder why they never asked for HER or maybe like, when it was just her working there she could have thought they all liked her alot (which I am sure they do she's awesome) and now they're asking for me she probably feels left out or alone. I dunno. I just don't like it when people change all of a sudden. She has a boyfriend anyway lol Leave the good looking men for me ;) hehe. I was (and still am) in such a good, girliy, giggly mood today that no one and nothing can spoil it so :P to them!
Mel's going to call me soon *high fives Mel* You better girl I need to talk to ya lol I am comming to Australia for a week in March/April instead of going to America (for obvious reasons) so I need to arrange chatching you and EVERYTHING else so get your ass in the gear lol
Mandy, if you wanna talk about anything you know where I am. I understand the emotions you are feeling right now, or I think I do, so I dunno... it helps to talk things out sometimes. Just hearing them out load can help solve them.
I'm ment to be going out in a hour to meet everyone at the new Hard Rock Cafe that has just opened in town so I better get going. Drunken banter and shaking my ass awaits :D ha!
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Well well well. That word seems to be poping up alot in my 'comments' this week.
All I have to say is this... nothing I said was directed toward anyone imparticular and I won't censor my journal for anyone to feel better about themselves or whatever. Some people have to have a guilty side or something if they automatically think something negative I post is about them. Jeez. I broke up with my boyfriend for goodness sake... do I not have the right to have a flip out occationally? I'm a teenager!
Nothing much is going on with me other than the above - and below - Joe and I talked last night... fought really... but we cleared some things up. Meah. We'll see. I'm still sick and still need some rest so I'm a going to get a going ;) IA Forum is back *cheers* Zoe let's go post girl :D
Catch you later.
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You know what. FORGET IT. I'm deleting this journal. I help people out and what freaking thanks do I get? NONE! I am SICK of the internet and all my 'friends' on it... please common... raise your hand if you've asked me ONCE how I feel about Joe? If you've talked to me ONCE about the guy I dated for like 5+ years and our break up? Yea... like four of you... I help everyone out SO much and I just get trampled on over and over again. Well not anymore. I'm just going to delete my journal, my email address and BLOCK everyone apart from those I choose to block on my AIM name. Friends? Yea RIGHT! Sometimes I cry so much I feel like I can't get a breath... my FRIENDS aren't there for me then are they? Are you? Next time you want a favor go ask someone else... of couse *I* can't help you can I?
Ugh.... pissed off...
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| Oh Kitterz... |
[02 Dec 2002|12:30pm] |
XtremeLittleLita: - makes note; Sammie Rocks, everyone Jocks -
PinkBabieGirliee: hehehe
XtremeLittleLita: ay yai, capt'
Yes Kitty... maybe if you speak another language things will finally click in to place.
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[02 Dec 2002|12:13pm] |
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I don't really know what to write lol but for the like three people who read this - you might want to know that I am alive.
I got the flu *coughs* Not nice :(
You know what makes me mad. Every single one of my online firneds I have been THERE FOR when they needed me the most. Now I need someone and only three of them have been there for me. Sickening.
I talked to Joe on Friday. We seem to be going around in circles and I just can't deal with it anymore. It's like going over and over and over it again. He said to me on Friday... that... he reason he'd broken all contact with me is because he missed me sometimes ans didn't want to talk to me because he knew he'd start a relationship with me again. the whole allison plan (remember?) well he had broken up with her last month but never told me. he said he'd contact me if he changed his mind but he was sick of being 'indecisive' so that wasn't going to happen any time soon i dont think. oh yea, and when i started telling him about my life he flipped and said he didn't need to know about 'how well' my life was going. oh yea and he never denyed things were fine he said i just made him snap and he was sick of 'fucking things up' with me.
Ah so the classic "It's not you... it's me" Blah! I got some questions for Mr Honorable.
Oh yea and NOW he starts E-mailing me asking me to help him with his graphics... WTF is going on? I so don't understand. I'm only 17!! Ahhhhh!
Okay major confussion... going to crash out in front of the TV.
*I added Wes and Jenny to my 'Friends' check then out ;)*
Byes.
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I got offered a place today at Rhode Island School of Design - unconditional offer - to do Fine Art / Design. I called them up and told them I was sorry but I wasn't interested in coming to American anymore.
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